The day that you see me old-when I get old

Dear son…… Child… The day that you see me old and I am already not, have patience and try to understand me… …… If I get dirty when eating… if I cannot dress… have patience. If I get dirty when eating… have patience. How long did I spend teaching you these things? If, when I speak to you, I repeat the same things thousand and one times... do not interrupt me... listen to me Break me, listen to me... When you were small, I had to read to you thousand and one times the same story until you get to sleep... When I do not want to have a shower, neither shame me nor scold me... , I have to read the same story over and over again, until you fall asleep quietly... When I don’t want to take a bath, don’t humiliate me or scold me... Remember when I had to chase you with thousand excuses I invented, in order that you wanted to bath…When you see my on new technologies… give me the necessary time and not look at me with your mocking smile… Do you remember how many reasons I made up after hours, just to coax you to bath….当你Seeing my ignorance of new technology, give me some time, don’t look at me with a mocking smile I taught you how to do so many things… to eat well, to dress well… to conf ront life… How many things have I taught you…. How to eat well and wear well… How to face your life… When at some moment I lose the memory or the thread of our conversation… let me have the necessary time to remember… and if I cannot do it; do not become nervous… as the most important thing is not my conversation but surely to be with you and to have you listening to me… Let me think about it for a moment... If I am still powerless, please don't be nervous... What is important to me is not dialogue, but being with you and listening... If ever I do not want to eat, do not force me. I know well when I need to and when not. When my tired legs do not allow me walk… give me your hand… the same way I did when you gave your first steps. When my legs didn’t obey….help me….as if I helped you to take the first step of your life….And when someday I say to you that I do not want to live any more... that I want to die... do not get angry... some day you will understand... understand that my age is not lived but survived. Try to understand that my age is not lived but survived. Some day you will discover that, despite my mistakes, I always wanted the best thing for you and that I tried to prepare the way for you. One day you will find that even though I have many faults, I always try my best to give you the best... Don’t feel sad, angry or helpless when I’m close to you. not feel sad, angry or impotent for seeing me near you. You must be next to me, try to understand me and to help me as I did it when you started living. Help me to walk… help me to end my way with love and patience. I will pay you by a smile and by the immense love I have had always for you. Help me through my life with love and patience...I will repay you with a smile and my unchanging and boundless love! I love you son... Your father Your father WeChat public account: SNOWHITE20020909